Killtime

Time to kill. Time for a nothing-interesting-to-say-but-I’ll-say-it-anyway post. Was downstairs a moment ago, at 5am, waiting for my pickup. My pick up is 7. Somehow I calculated the time and was off by two hours..?! Not good. Cairo today, anyway! Too sleepy though, and the morning heat is going to make me even more drowsy.

Messaged Mo yesterday, thought I’d take him up on that offer of a movie or something. No reply (he always replies). I would’ve cared a while ago but not now? Any infatuation I have with anyone fizzles out quick. :\ And besides, I saw Ash yesterday at Al Jazeera, the brother (who messaged me on fb a few hours ago.. wants to meet later today?) of the guy I semi-hooked up with in Milan. Nice coincidence, glad it wasn’t actually him, since I was sweaty, splotchy and sans-makeup. Yowser.. I don’t know. I was thinking before it would be cool to meet up here but the fact still remains that it’s rather too close to home, right? Maybe I can mould him into another clubbing buddy. But I don’t know how safe that would be

My right eye was randomly bloodshot yesterday (horror of horrors!) and I was halfway to having a nervous breakdown. It’s one of those things (like veins) that I feel like I’m predisposed too as crew and dreadfully frightened of. I often see girls on flights and they have it for whatever reason and I literally can’t look them in the eye. I don’t know if it’s just like that for them in the cabin atmosphere or if it gets progressively worse the longer they fly? In the least it looks incredibly unhealthy, reminds me of stoners or drug addicts, and nothing grosses me out more.

Can’t wait to get to Indonesia and grab handfuls of cheap Asian goodies, hurrah! Especially things from the pharmacy, like Watsons! And maybe some fake DVDs to post along to Mum, if I can find some of decent quality this time.

My iPod has finally passed away. Lived about three years.. we certainly had great times together. Speaking of which, when are they going to shut the hell up about Michael Jackson, bah!

I’m not losing any weight. I’m actually being very patient, I know the slower it is the better, but you still can’t beat the satisfaction of seeing results in red digital digits, rather than just grabbing myself to try to spot/feel a difference. I eat a whole lot more wholesome than ever before in my life probably, but I guess the volume of food is still too high. :\